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This place is really nowhere

by The Head of a Girl

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funfettiparty Such amazing and catchy songs. Reminds me a lot of Sister Machine Gun and Final Cut!!! Favorite track: just a glow.
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Daniel Tase Hayden Amazing production, super high quality and unique synths, very melodic yet emotional vocals and lyrics. Favorite track: contact high.
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kevinleonard54 This album is pretty damn tight. Especially Contact High! Nice work! Favorite track: contact high.
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1.
clipped 07:42
clipped __________________________ i'd like to think that in my soul there's a place that isn't cold there's a smile it's upside down on my lover it's on the ground I'm an animal so i've been told it's getting harder it's growing old seeming real reality's fake unlike the bars surrounding my cage these metal bars these bars of steel these bars are strong these bars are real keeps me away from being what i want to be for you it's where i sleep it's where i lay it's where i kneel it's where i pray it's where i think my thoughts of you and cry it's where i decay it's where i die it's like you it's where i clipped you open wound and i can't re-stitch you I can't re-stitch you i can't resist you i cannot fix you or your broken heart you can't re-stitch me you cannot fix me you cannot change me you couldn't from the start I'd like to think that in my heart there's a place a world apart there's a fire a hidden spark somewhere in me somewhere dark i'm an animal i need to roam beyond the cage that i call home beyond the bars beyond the steel beyond the pain beyond the real something old something bad something borrowed something sad keeps me away from doing what i really need to do something lost something sound something never ever found far from the sun far from the moon beyond the blood beyond the wound beyond the thoughts of how i clipped you open wound and i can't re-stitch you I can't re-stitch you i can't resist you i cannot fix you or your broken heart you can't re-stitch me you cannot fix me you cannot change me you couldn't from the start it's like you it's where i clipped you open wound and i can't re-stitch you if you could learn how to live, you could stop the obsession you could've made that girl feel like she was more than just a possession if you could just see through this cloud of depression that is the lesson.. that is the lesson.. that is the lesson.. it's like you it's where i clipped you open wound and i can't re-stitch you
2.
sick of it all _______________________ I'm sick of the lies sick of the loss sick of the price sick of the cost sick of the rise sick of the fall Im sick of the shit i'm sick of it I'm sick of it all sick of it all say what you will say what you like say what you think of me i think you might be right just look look into my eyes what is it that you see i see the enemy living deep inside of me he says i'm sick of the noise sick of the pain sick of your voice sick of the strain sick of the fog sick of the rain i'm sick of you sick of your game sick of the love sick of the hate sick of the fight sick of the wait sick of the sight sick of the fate sick of the light sick of the shade sick of the rise sick of the fall Im sick of the shit I'm sick of it all sick of the pills sick of the straw sick of this dance sick of this song sick of it all i'm sick of it all sick of the war sick of the cause sick of the violence sick of the loss sick of the right sick of the wrong i'm sick of both sides i'm sick of it all sick of it all I'm sick of the lies sick of the loss sick of the price sick of the cost sick of the cold sick of the frost Im sick of the shit i'm sick of it I'm sick of it all sick of it all just look look into my eyes what is it that you see i see the enemy living deep inside of me he says i'm sick of the silence sick of the noise sick of the girls sick of the boys sick of the violence sick of the peace sick of the city sick of the streets sick of the brick sick of the stone sick of the sand sick to the bone sick of the struggle sick of the crawl sick of the shit i'm sick of it all sick of it all
3.
stop it 06:10
Waited too long to make my move Waited too long to show my proof Waited too long, i waited too long Waited too long to write this song Waited too long to make my bed Waited too long to say what i said Waited too long and lost your friend Waited too long, again and again I don't know what you've been told but these thoughts of yours are growing old and i wish they'd quit, or at least relax a bit There's no bigger dreams than the ones i've had no stranger words than the one's i've said no brighter star than the one in my head There's nothing left now the dream is dead we've got to stop it we have to see it we've got to learn it we have to be it we've got to earn it we have to need it you gotta love it we have to free it I dont know what ive been told but these thoughts of mine are growing old and i wish they'd stop, before i drop There's no bigger dreams than the ones i've had no stranger words than the one's i've said no brighter star than the one in my head There's nothing left now the dream is dead waited too long to clear my head waited too long thats what you said too little too late and underfed too late to shine the dream is dead the dream is dead we've got to stop it we have to see it we've got to learn it we have to be it we've got to earn it we have to need it you gotta love it we have to free it There's no bigger dreams than the ones i've had no stranger words than the one's i've said no brighter star than the one in my head There's nothing left now the dream is dead I dont know what you've been told but it's getting harder growing old so i think i'll stop.
4.
on you 06:32
On You ----------- i think that i can walk on water i think that i can fly through the air..yea when I'm on you i feel so good i feel like everything is so clear why can't i feel this way all the time when im on you when you're mine i think I'd like a little more now just a little more i think I'd like you to get behind…yea let me deal with this natural bliss just enough until i start to feel fine ..i start to feel the effects in my mind.. why can't i feel this way all the time when im on you when you're mine does it have to feel so cold can't it feel like it felt before when im on you i just want more why can't i feel this way all the time when i got you in my mind in my heart in my soul underneath me slide it in the hole i wish i could feel like this in my heart in my soul in my mind in the hole underneath me up in the clouds a little more before i come down i wish i could feel like this all the time when i’m on you, when i’m inside
5.
Clear.....Crystal _______________________________ hey my love can you hear me it's gonna be alright listen to what i say, i promise I'm not gonna lie tonight your eyes are overflowing with tears and i can't stand the sight your anger is glowing and darkness is showing through the light hey, would you listen to me you know i was just a man every time i fail you i just go and do it again can't you tell how i hold you you don't know i never held that way but i don't think i can and don't think i will again so hear me say your rage is spoken fear your eyes are crystal clear hey, what can i do to get it out of here look at me I'm talking to you can you stop for a minute dear hey, can you hear me am i coming through clear i can't take the preasure can't take the waste can't replace all the fear you've spoken the message is clear there's nothing here so lets stick around until we're broken to whom do you you submit fuck all that shit what's the matter can't you see I'm drowning i pour the disgust you fake the trust you jump in again so you'll drown too oh no what do we do i can't stay away oh no what do we do i can't stay away i can't stay away i said all i had to say it's you and me i put the rest away we're all alone there's no one here can you hear me am i coming through clear am i coming in clear ......crystal
6.
painfully remain ________________________________________________________ sometimes i can forget people so easily sometimes the memory stays some memories needs to be left behind peacefully some painfully remain some never go away some never explain some painfully remain sometimes i can forget people so easily its easy for me sometimes the memory stays it plays and plays and plays some people need to be left behind peacefully and leave me be but, some painfully remain some never go away some never explain some painfully remain hold on my lover loves not forever hold on my lover can’t you see love’s not forever it's only a dream sometimes i can forget people so easily its easy for me ya see sometimes the memory stays it plays and plays and plays it never goes away some people need to be just a memory, just a memory hold on my lover loves not forever hold on my lover loves not forever hold on my lover can't you see this loves not forever it's only a dream some painfully remain some never go away some never explain some painfully remain hold on my lover....
7.
mysong 01:56
8.
contact high 05:33
contact high _____________________________________ Say you want me, say it to my face say you need me to fill in the empty space come to me my living dream my ecstasy can you hear me i'm calling... I'm calling out now Hear my cry i want that feeling you give i need that contact high touch me.. show me that it's real fuck me.. is this how it' supposed to feel come with me..to the depths I'm sinking down down down..yea I'm falling... I'm falling down now falling from the sky i need that feeling you give me i need your contact high say you want me (x4) I'm calling out now hear my cry I'm falling falling down from the sky i just need that feeling you give me feeling so fine say that you want me i want that contact high
9.
just a glow 05:14
just a glow __________________________________ this is gonna make me feel a whole lot better i said i thought i knew what i was doing but i know i'm taken for a fool...well i look in the mirror and i see the darkest pits of hell in my eyes those windows they tell......everything i look in the mirror I'm looking at me every day there's something else wrong with what i see i never went anywhere my sea to shining sea is just a glow around the head of a girl who's light went out on me as i search for you i find nothing but ruin I'd go to god but I'm afraid of what he'll say i go to sin for a temporary drug that's why i still go to you because it's where i find love adolescence is that time when i think it's the cruelest place on earth adolescence is that time when i think it can really be heartless heartless it glows so bright so strong around her head it fades with the rhythm of time and i kneel as if she was my god instead of holding on to what was mine i look in the mirror I'm looking at me every day there's something else wrong with what i see i never went anywhere my sea to shining sea is just a glow around the head of a girl who's light went out on me i look in the mirror I'm looking at me every day there's something else wrong with what i see i never went anywhere my sea to shining sea is just a glow around the head of a girl who won't come back to me it's the cruelest place on earth
10.
really nowhere __________________________________ Im putting it out there I dont want to be here I dont want to live my life this way Im putting it out there I dont want die here The air is dry and the sky is grey What do you do when you've done right so wrong? What do you do when you've done life so wrong for so long? this place this place... this place is really.... Nowhere to run  Nowhere to hide Nowhere to cover your face Nowhere. Denied Nowhere inside  Nowhere you cry Nowhere is the place you go when you lie Nowhere all around Nowhere what ive found Nowhere and nothing too Nowhere is me nothing is you nothing is you nothing is you nowhere to run nowhere to hide Im putting it out there someplace somewhere it's really nowhere nowhere. gone nowhere to run this place this place... this fucking place is really.... Nowhere to run  Nowhere to hide Nowhere to cover your face Nowhere. Denied Nowhere inside  Nowhere you cry Nowhere is the place i'll go when i die Nowhere what i see Nowhere you and me Nowhere here nothings true Nowhere is me nothing is you nothing is you nothing is you nowhere. the place i'll always be nothing in the face of all i see nowhere. nothing's ever true nowhere is me nothing is you Im putting it out there I dont want die here Not here not now and not this way..
11.
collide 05:59
you penetrate my mind, closing the divide and everything i’ve tried to leave it all behind. what i can’t seem to find is a way to get inside. your words are so unkind, crushing all my pride. and i collide with you, the secrets that we chew. everything falls through, but i am listening too. and i am listening…. how long should i pine? i thought that you were mine. turns out that you lied. why did i confide? all the things i hide, i expose to you in time. ignoring all the signs; turn back or collide. and i collide with you, the secrets that we chew. everything falls through, but i am listening too. and i am listening…. all the things i hide. i expose to you in time. ignoring all the signs; turn back or collide. all the words you said, echo through my head: come back to my bed. without you I’d be dead. the flesh needs to be fed. the heart is so mislead. egos can’t be shed. i choose myself instead. and i collide with you, the secrets that we chew. everything falls through, but i am listening too. and i am listening….
12.
calling 06:54
You lost your mind so why can't i i feel so far and i know that soon i might i know there's a place where the memory won't follow when you get there you'll find the way We lost our minds so why cant they I feel like i tried so hard to no avail i know there's a place where the emptiness gets hollow when i get there i'll find my way like a little girl i call for you i call your name without a voice i try it anyway i'm used to being so alone but now iv'e grown and i know and i know.. all this time the searching never found so lost, i stood up and hit the ground and the memories caught up and nailed me down and drained what little fucking hope was in me i know theres a place where the sadness wont follow that's the place where i'd like to be i know there's a place where the absence gets swallowed will you be back for me? no
13.
Dreaming Away ---------------------- i sit down on my bed take my boots off lay down my head and close my eyes i fall into a state of peaceful unconsciousness i don't want to wake up tonight i just want to die don't you wake me don't you say a word i don't want to get up and have to face the world my hands are numb my legs are asleep i can't say a word i just want to keep dreaming of better time to rest my eyes forever fall asleep for good without pulling the lever that would show them that they broke me will it ever happen oh well i'll just keep dreaming away what you gonna say what ya gonna feel when you find out that theres no love because nothing is real what you gonna do how ya gonna feel when you're dreaming away because nothing is real i had my life i've felt my pain i had them both because they're one in the same I'm going away now going back where i came I'll do it somehow and i won't be to blame when you find out that there's no love when you find out that there's no shame when you find out that there's no help when you find out you're the same when you find out that life is hard when you find out it's not a game when you find out that there's a pill that will take it all away when you find out that theres no god when you find out that your insane when you find out that theres no point when you find out that you're to blame when you find out your in control when you find out your mind is made when you find out that there's nothing else you'll find out it's a mistake its too late
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new note (free) 00:34

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The Head of a Girl is meghan benson & glenn a.d.

featuring:

leigh gorman - bass & guitars

nick maybury - guitar

steve krason - guitar

brandon dehmer - guitar

vince mcaley - drums

gabriel palomo - drums

shel baily - backup vocals & sax

credits

released August 7, 2020

all songs written, produced and recorded by glenn a. dehmer @ 8-trax sound & recordings las vegas, nv.
all lyrics written by glenn a. dehmer except for “collide” lyrics written by jim marcus & meghan benson.
mixed by dan zorn & glenn a. dehmer @ studio 11 chicago, il.
mastered by maor appelbaum @ maor appelbaum mastering los angeles, ca.

album photography by heather schmaedeke
artist photography by maggie matuszewska
original cover design by k-mac
art by my


thank you to all of the artists who performed on this recording. very special thanks to those who’s input, in part, was essential to the making of this album: mylinda montroy, alex gross, dan zorn & the crew @ studio 11, jim marcus, jpsyops, neil kull, ronald corso & malcolm harrison @ southwest recording company las vegas for the final editing sessions and all of our families and friends for your unending support. your time and patience was sincerely appreciated!!

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